February 11, 2012
Wow, I never dreamed when we met a few months ago that I would be writing this letter. There is a huge void right now, which up until last night was because I am at rehab and am not supposed to have access to internet; I now know that the void is going to be bigger than I ever imagined. We will no longer be able to share and help each other as we have, but like we have always said, we are still here for each other, always, It’s just going to be a bit different now.
As I know your family will, we will all miss you terribly, but I am grateful that a big part of who I am and will be is because God saw fit to bring you into my life. Everything happens for a reason, and I will not second guess Gods purpose in you being in my life for such a short time.
After the shock, second guessing, and all the woulda, coulda, shoulda’s, I have to settle on my faith in God to give me/us the wisdom to accept His will is done and His will is right. Was Gods purpose for you to on more than one occasion save my life (which you did), your life, or somebody else’s life at the time? Or were there are other reasons you have touched the lives of so many people which God will show us when He knows we need to know? Only God knows. God brought you to us because He knows we needed you; I know that you will be missed but never forgotten. I am blessed to have known you, I thank God for you, and I will be praying for you and your family.
Rest in peace my friend,