my daily reflections…

the only thing i have control over right now, this moment, is me. i have to live in the here and now as best as i can. no matter the joy surroundin me, chaotic whirlwind, success, or failure, it is only i, that i am able to have control over. in makin decisions that help me in the present moment, i get to think back to the time of mornin spiritual enlightenment through inspirational readins, prayer, and meditation. i dont know whats gonna happen throughout my day, but i can plan for success or failure by simply givin it up each mornin to my HP. this time of reflection and deep thought help me to get right emotionally, behaviorally, psychologically, and spiritually, as best as i can. when i strike out into my day, i get to carry with me the emotional balance, courage, strength, knowledge, and wisdom for whatever i encounter. and even when i become overwhelmed, a favorite, simple remembrance of quick prayer and time of quiet followin, help me move forward. my HP and recovery have given me these tools. it is the end of the year today, one which has brought me many opportunities for personal growth. as i look back on it i can say ive experienced success, failure, happiness, and sorrow. for each i am grateful. ive used what ive learned about myself and what recovery has taught me to succeed through each moment of each day culminatin in another year of sobriety, recovery, and peace of mind. idk what 2021 will bring, but i do know if i continue as i have through this past year, givin it up each mornin, i have an opportunity to make 2021 just as livable as 2020. as i trudge the road of happy destiny, i will continue to abandon myself to my HP. admit my faults to Him, my fellows, and myself. i will continue to clear away the wreckage of my past. i will continue to give freely of what i find and live with honesty, open-mindedness, and willingness. i am gonna carry good things into the year ahead. i am gonna carry on with faith, with prayer, with hope, livin while practicin forgiveness, surrender, acceptance, humility, and love. ty Lord, for thinkin bout me, im alive n doin fine. 1 day @ a time...