my daily reflections…

buildin trust has been a gradual process that began with establishin a solid foundation of self-trust. for me, this journey necessitated a commitment to rigorous honesty, which required me to stop story tellin myself. as i embraced this practice of self-honesty, i found it easier to be truthful with others, pavin the way for meaningful relationships grounded in trust. among these relationships, the one with my sponsor became paramount. reflectin on my experiences, i remember how confrontin my personal moral inventory brought about a profound sense of relief, which carried through to my fifth step disclosure. i vividly recall the discomfort of revealin emotions i had long avoided durin the fourth step, and then sharin them with my sponsor in the fifth step. despite the initial unease, my sponsors guidance helped me take ownership of these feelins, allowin me to surrender to them. over time, i have learned to accept these emotions with a sense of self-responsibility, even when they evoke feelins of self-consciousness. the practice of complete honesty that i adopted in my early recovery has alleviated my fears of bein candid, enablin me to continue nurturin my integrity as i progress on this path. 1 day @ a time…