my daily reflections…

i dont do everythin right all the time, i still make mistakes. i still say and do shit without thinkin, causin others, and myself, harm. i can say that those words and acts have lessened over the years of practicin my recovery, but i still dont do things i should be doin. the short prayer in this mornins readin is one i often have to remind myself of. especially when i go to thinkin im the one who deserves all the praise for goods bein done. ive learned through personal inventory that the shit i may still do that harm another or myself typically aint somethin that has been spurred by my HP. however, the good that others may want to give me praise for has little to do with me. i may be the messenger, or the agent of the good perceived good deed, but it is my HP workin through me. today i recognize this and can quickly tell another where or why they may identify a perambulate that they think is of my own doin. my shortcomins have been removed, it is i that can bring them back to life, when i neglect to follow the intuitive voice of my HP within. when i carry out Gods guidance as best i can, leavin the results to Him, others are introduced to and encounter the recovery ive practiced. doin and livin, obediently and faithfully, with no question, the workin out of the guidance of Gods hands, the results are always all right. when i become aware of the actions im doin that are good, helpin others, and myself, i can rest assured that He has removed my shortcomins so i dont need to lay in fret of negative repercussions or consequences that are the result of them. i must keep in focus that the real problems live within my thought, my mind. the creative gift of communication is a tool i get to use to affirm my solution and recovery have already been given by God but must be discovered from within. i need to seek out what is truly in my mind and heart and let Him live through me, eliminatin my shortcomins. as i take care of myself, the recovery program i chose to live starts to work in my life, and i feel good about myself passin on the love my HP has for me, to others. to experience the fullness and joy of life, feel happy, good, and loved, to be patient, livin a fuller life, even though i may never know the answers, is an act of my shortcomins bein removed. i get to be healthy and fit myself to be of maximum service to God and the people about me. all i gotta do is trust God, clean house, and help others live daily. 1 day @ a time...