my daily reflections…

as ive lived through each step, and more than once. as ive practiced each step, again, more than once. willingness continues to be a mainstay spiritual principle i must continue to practice. i aint even gonna try to tell ya, or even try to convey, that i go to pound town every day on each spiritual principle. what i am gonna say, and most def mean, is that i work da spiritual principles in accordance with my daily events. sometimes it requires a trip to pound town, many other moments do not. i aint gonna try to riff comin outta water or anythin, unless i need to, but what i can do is remain willin to do what ev it takes to live each day with peace of mind. and just gettin my life in order doesnt mean i stop practicin da spiritual principles. i have to use each one in accordance with my daily life, as i perceive my HP would have me. as ive seen others stop doin what it takes to continue livin a life in recovery, i dont want to be put into that class. i already know what it feels like to suffer the alcoholic lifestyle without livin or practicin a mere spiritual principle. that loneliness, self-loathin, frustration, guilt, and anger, are a fuckin bitch mannn. i am gonna remain desirous always, of cooperatin with da willingness recovery demands in every way. my HP is always ready to pour His blessins into my heart in generous measure, when i remain willin. it is my task to prepare for the willingness which means many days of right livin, choosin what i perceive is the right and avoidin the wrong. personal growth is important to me. just as it is important for me to work as a team member and collaborate with my HP and those about me. in practicin brotherly love this month, it is what i do with my heart that affects others most deeply. remainin willin to practice da spiritual principles, as best as i can, provides me peace of mind and joy in my life in this moment. as i move forward, repairin the damage i caused myself and others, facin everythin and recoverin, i get to rebuild relationships, by livin the highest form of self-respect, admittin mistakes, and remainin willin to make amends for them. 1 day @ a time...