i remember the day i had finally had enough. for years i thought that if i quit drinkin & druggin i would be a loser, laughed at & scorned by my peers. today through the victory of surrender i know different. i take that fear and use it as a basis to continue on with my recovery. usin God and the tools i have been taught, i help others to move forward too. i show them that it can be done. i can remember always startin or doin things back in the day and just stoppin doin em. i would get bored with it, it may have become too difficult, i may have just lost interest and quit, or i would let anger control the outcome, before i could get even halfway through anythin. this was a practice & pattern in my life i did quite regularly. comin into this thing we do i had to make changes in my life for the better. that thought process was one that was certainly in need of an overhaulin. it took determination & perseverance on my behalf to stop doin shit half assed. recovery was somethin i knew i had to do fully. as the readin suggests i was at the turnin point of my life. it was time to let somethin or someone else help me, i could no longer do it alone. the decision to move forward instead of regress was made that day not so long ago. turnin my will over to my HP had to be done no matter how much i didnt want it. many times, today i still face turnin points in my life. allowin honesty from the practiced healin of my personal moral inventory, and the courage & strength from my HP so that i may do His will in my life, is somethin i use daily. 1 day @ a time…
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