my daily reflections…

there did come a point where the only thing left fer me to do every day was drink. as much as i really didnt want to i had no choice, real alcoholics will understand. today the desire has been lifted through rigorously followin a few simple suggestions. for years i didnt think that i was anywhere near havin a drinkin problem. though i did not know about the big books definition of certain drinkers at the time, i always thought i was just a hard drinker. there did, finally come a time, in just a few short years, i did start thinkin i was, possibly, beginnin to have a problem. when that time came i realized i did have a problem with alcohol and couldnt control my drinkin any longer. then there came the inevitable time when alcohol was needed for any kind of interaction with others, or even myself, i couldnt stop or live without it. i realized after comin into this thing we do, i needed God to help me overcome my alcoholism. today i understand this to be true, i understand it so much today that i know i cant even live life without my HP in it. it took Him then, to make my life worth livin, just as it does even more so today. without Him, i am nothin. it is the honesty i learned to utilize about myself that keeps me reachin out for a Power greater than myself each mornin, and throughout my day. 1 day @ a time…