this mornins daily is just a short list of things that i must do to go to any length to stay sober. like it says, they are things i didnt want to do. face truths about myself and accept that, just maybe, it was me that caused all of my dismay fer so many years cause people didnt do what i wanted them to. today i try to do these things to the best of my ability with honesty and love. bein rigorously honest and tolerant is somethin that can still be hard fer me to do. sharin my faults with others and then makin preparation fer restitution is also somethin that can be difficult to do. meditation and prayer are certainly somethin that is not in my physical make up or am apt to do. carryin da message of recovery to those who may still be sufferin; aint nobody got time fer dat shit mannn. when i am stuck on stupid and my self-centered thoughts and action are blatantly bein shown and lived, i need to stop. all of these bits of nonsense are what turned me into the alcoholic i became. i have learned through this thing we do that doin just the opposite of the character defects and shortcomins mentioned above are what can keep the spirit of my HP flowin deep within. it has been explained to me in great detail that in order fer me to live successfully today i must do the opposite of the things mentioned above or, as a result of pure unadulterated self-centeredness, perish an untimely certain death. my own personal experience has taught me this. 1 day @ a time…
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