my daily reflections…

there were 2 particularly important things i needed to do before i could move forward. 1 was to learn to love myself so i could love others and the other was to forgive myself so i could forgive others. so essential were both, i hadnt been able to get on with life. i needed divine intervention to accomplish these tasks. with my HP and help from my sponsor i was able to put these issues to rest so i could then be loved and forgiven. forgiveness fer others was a tough proposition fer me. after all, werent they the ones who had caused me to act or react in the manners in which i had? i learned durin this 5th step process of the faulty thinkin of how placin blame upon them fer my actions would not allow me to have true forgiveness for them. it wasnt until i was able to comprehend the futility of my own anger and actions that i was able to forgive anybody, much of which i found out was truly misplaced. the anger i did have was toward myself as i found out through this process. when i was finally able to forgive myself i became able to forgive others which in turn paved the way fer others to forgive me. 1 day @ a time...