my daily reflections…

i always had that, “if 1 is good, then 2 is better, mentality”. if it felt good, i had to have more. this drove me to insanity. it started costin me things in life that at 1 time i would have never given up. love, trust, and humility all went to the wayside in an effort to get what i wanted, or have people do what i wanted. oh, the bitter morass of loneliness that followed when it all ran out. i finally had nothin more to lose. why not, “just try”? become willin to do the things which have been proven to me by others in this thing we do. today i no longer have to exceed my limits, i have regained the love, trust, and humility i once lost to selfish desires. God helps me each and every day, live happy, joyous, and free. when i 1st came into this thing we do, i was asked many times, to “just try” to do each of the things i was asked to do. whether it was the spiritual principles themselves or makin coffee or dumpin ashtrays. after seein others do it, i figured it couldnt be that difficult to, “just try”. as i progressed through the steps i tried everythin that was suggested to me. when it came to this specific step the same question was asked of me, can you “just try”? it was explained to me after each of these “just tryin” questions, if any of them didnt work, i could go back to the way of life i had once lived, it was my choice. each day i awaken, with willingness, i give my HP many situations that can be too much fer me to bear. it has been my experience after “just tryin”, and seein the results of “just tryin”, this thing we do has been a benefit to my life. my HP does take them all – every, one. 1 day @ a time…