sometimes i get to thinkin i dont deserve what recovery offers me. these times come when i begin to let feelins of guilt, self-pity, and loneliness block the communication i have with my HP. i have learned through recovery to not let my contact with Him be broken for too long a period. it is...
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CHAPTER ONE Sigh! Welcome to my journey and struggle with the biggest demon one could ever hope to not get, addiction. This book isn't solely about alcohol addiction but any addiction. I plan on starting at about age 14 and ending at age 44. This has been a very long road that has taken me...
while i was out doin my dirt i couldnt ever feel included in anythin. i had kept myself a loner because of the fear i had of others makin fun of me. i had been hurt by the opinions of others in my youth and in an effort to keep those emotions that caused the...
i have been offered a blessin in my personal program of recovery in that there have been many whove come before me takin the time to solidify and hammer out the unity i need within the fellowship of recovery. it is because of their experience i get to use their wisdom to better grow my...
as i live my recovery in the way that works best for me, i get to live to see each promise within the big book materialize within my life. and though i may not work or live my personal program of recovery as any other, the results i receive from the work put into it...
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through personal inventory i have been able to gain a level of humility that has allowed me to see that i am not right all the time so that i may persevere daily. i have learned that i am not the only person in a room full of people. learnin the emotional, psychological, & spiritual...
i cannot try to block out all that is bad within me nor all that is good. when takin that deep dive into personal inventory i need to be able to recognize and identify each character flaw or asset that is bein affected within when searchin solutions to solve the problems that arise in my...
i cannot say that i had any confusion as to who or what God was in the days of doin my dirt, i had been taught religion in my childhood. what i can say is that after the religious teachins learned at sunday school and other church functions, as i grew older, i developed a...
though there may have been a time when i questioned if i were an alcoholic, today i understand that i am. through honest personal inventory i have become armed with the facts about myself and have surrendered and accepted that i am powerless and my life, though still at times may be unmanageable when i...