i aint gonna try to tell anybody that when i think of the past i dont cringe or wish i wouldnt have done “that”, because i do. what makes the past different today from before my recovery, i can share some, if not all, the details with others. its what my sponsor did for me....
i can remember comin into recovery full of guilt. i had gone against the very things i had held others to but could not live up to myself. it had always been easy for me to explain away the wrong i did because i had built up a false sense of pride that could take...
the questions in this mornins daily reflections have answers that i could answer readily before my recovery began. bein full of self, not wantin to face the reality of my life, and wantin to hide anythin and everythin that could make me vulnerable or show my true fears within, would have me answerin each question...
yesterday, i was blessed to give a eulogy for a friend i had met in my recovery. she was not an addict or alcoholic, but i had met her family through another member of our great program. this friend of mine who passed was someone who did not care if i was an alcoholic or...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V7eZD3TKn_M He can and will if He is sought. God bless you....
in livin the principles, if i want to receive anythin from what recovery says they have to offer, i must get out of self, humblin myself so i may share my experience, my strengths, and my hopes. in this effort, bein as honest as i can, i must acknowledge my HP, admittin that my efforts...
i enjoy the fuck outta bein sober. i get to really live life today. even more so, the heightened awareness of self and the world around me, it brings. am i havin fun, fuck yeah i am! when i first came into the rooms and asked my sponsor to help me, i got to see...
When we came into the program of Narcotics Anonymous, we made a decision to turn our lives over to the care of a Higher Power. This surrender relieves the burden of the past and fear of the future. The gift of today is now in proper perspective. We accept and enjoy life as it is...
this mornins daily readin is a very sentimental remembrance of a friendship that ended with love an admiration. it reminds me how the relationships i have in my recovery are meaningful and wholesome. it shows me how two people in recovery can work their programs separately yet live them together. i can think of many...
i remember how i felt when i first came into the rooms. i was broken and defeated, and on guard to anything or anybody who may try to attack me. whether it may have been verbal or physical, i was wound tight and ready to fire back. i can say this with certainty, ive rarely...