PTSD complicates romantic relationships

I was first diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder back in 2015. So far, every attempt at a romantic relationship since then, has been the feeling of being unsafe with each partner - either Physically (due to sexual abuse or handled roughly), Emotionally (from being yelled at, gas-lit, or having a random argument started with me for no reason - Fire signs do this a LOT, especially Aries), or Spiritually (psychic attack). I'm feeling at this time, that any romantic relationship that I choose to be in, I prefer to be at a distance, in order to feel safe indefinitely. I just don't trust people, regardless of how close we get. Sucks because I want to get married, but I doubt any man would be fine with living in separate places; which for me, that's the only way I'm going to feel safe with him, is him having his place and me having mine. You can not control other people's behavior, however you can alter the energy of your own living space. I have ways of making things peaceful for myself and ways to maintain that peace. Seems the only way to be with someone, without my being made to feel terrified, based on how my partner is behaving, either physically or the tone they take when speaking to me. My preference is to feel LOVED as a opposed to terrified.