https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQU26pz-5iU&list=RDcQU26pz-5iU&start_radio=1&t=9 My addictions counsellor says I feel chronic loneliness because I do drugs every day. Even if it's just weed and the occasional shroom trip! Is it true? Seriously, is it true? Is there this amazing life waiting for me behind the sober curtain? Even though I'm not doing hard drugs or drinking? Am I harming those around me? Do I have the capacity to be a manipulative person? 100%. Does that mean I am a manipulative person? These are the thoughts of the day as I sit in my lazy boy in the barn, my smoking room. My safe space. How do I create a safe space with a reward that is not smoking? I could quit the weed if I started the cigarettes again! That's just replacing one addiction with another, or really an extension of a shared addiction. Seriously, if you have answers, please share them. They might seem obvious to you but a lot of the time I don't see things until they are shoved in my face, often repeatedly. So yeah, help out if you can. Thanks!
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Currently on the debate as to whether or not it's possible to live without any addiction. Smoking cigarettes and marijuana, drinking coffee, and over eating are a few of mine.

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