Are you bored with life? Then throw yourself into some work you believe in with all your heart, live for it, die for it, and you will find happiness that you had thought could never be yours. I am truly happy and grateful for another day. I may not have had a perfect life nor tried the best path but it was my path and only one never has there been another to walk on. No matter what goes on anymore I have realized and have excepted my faults and I deal with everything in my own way as does everyone in their own way LIVE LAUGH LOVE.......BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY GET SOBER GET CLEAN TURN YOUR LIFE TO GOD AND PRAY "Create your life from the inside out; do not allow the outside (Environmental Factors) to create you. Take control and live "YOUR" life. It is the most precious thing you will ever have." I know what it's like to literally lose it and regain it and have my life saved by the grace of God I honestly forgot how fucking awesome being sober is. I'm able to not just experience things like never before bit also remember those experiences Just do right by people…Dont worry about if the energy is returned…That aint on you… Quit beating yourself up. Everyone has a chance at a good life. Life is valuable. Because of this there's only one thing to remember. That's remain happy and positive. By doing so one has the ability to manifest one's own destiny of a prosperous life. A prosperous life isn't always meant as financially, but yet of a healthier lifestyle.
I'm an arborist in recovery. I live my life to the extreme in the trees. It's a new learning curve to continue in this industry sober.