#songoftheday
https://youtu.be/fsjsPbT2...
I mean. Like, am I happy? Honestly...
No. Not entirely. When I think of happy, I think fulfillment. There's too much, my life is yet lacking. Too much lost, yet to gain back. But I am actively seeking. Seeking in my sadness, and seeking in my joy. A solution, a reason. Betterment. I'm not running. I'm not trying to cover it up, or numb it.
So no, maybe I'm not exactly "happy". But I'm open. I have hope. And I'm actively planting the seeds. And that's what it's all about. That's all there is. Accepting the things we cannot change, and having the courage to change the things we can. Ya know?
Besides, really think about it... Of everyone around us. Who do we know, that we can honestly say is "happy"? But those that I would say are the closest, are the one's who've actively been seeking it out. Actively planting the seeds, and since reaping the fruits.
Allow yourself to grow ﹣
When you plant seeds in the garden, you don't dig them up every day to see if they have sprouted yet. You simply water them and clear away the weeds- you know that the seed will grow in time.
Similarly, just do your daily practice and cultivate a kind heart. Abandon impatience and instead be content creating the causes for goodness; the results will come when they're ready.
