I had a better day today

Today was not so hard. I didn't cry, though I felt a little sad. I took a 4 hour nap which helped me a lot. I feel like my friend and I are bonding more and more, day by day, which is very nice. It's good to have someone by my side through this difficult time. Today, I was told something. "A mistake made twice is a choice" and they were right. I chose alcohol over my friendships when I had promised not to and that was a poor choice I made. I have to live with that. Life is hard right now but it's only been hard for the past month. 1 month out of 12 isn't so bad, it's not the end of the world.