my daily reflections…

not all the things i did before i came into this thing we do were bad, even when under the influence of alcohol. even today, as i live my recovery i am susceptible to my own shortcomins. the difference from now and then is that i acknowledge the things my HP does fer me, and within me, im grateful to be an instrument of His biddin. humility is an effort on my behalf to understand i can continue not doin the shit i should be, then step outside of self, and do that stuff. its an effort to allow myself to take account fer the shit i do which is a reflection of my recovery understandin i wouldnt be able to do it without His blessins. it is a concerted effort between my HP and i to give those blessins to others as i progress graciously through each day. total abandonment of all worry and fear is what i have to do each day to remain humble. startin each day with a simple prayer askin my HP to take all of me and guide me into a day of His service. i must then listen through quiet meditation fer His will. remainin humble throughout each day is a task fer me at times, it can be very hard fer me to not let my self-will come in lay claim to any good i do. the best way fer me to give my HP recognition fer what He has given is to graciously accept good or bad and thank Him fer it knowin that it is His work through me. if i can have actions as close to what my HP would have me be then i know i am doin right. givin my will to Him is somethin i must do each day throughout the day. givin all praise to Him fer His work within me. 1 day @ a time…