my daily reflections…

if i want to change my life i have to become willin to do so. my self-will is strong; i want what i want when i want it and how i want it. i had to come to a realization that i was not put on earth to get everythin i wanted, sure i can obtain things i want by doin the right actions, but nothin is owed to me as i once thought fer several years. i had to change my thought processes, which meant gettin rid of the idea that i was owed everythin. today i accept the things i cannot do or have; it is a willingness that i have learned through this 12-step program. my HP helps me to gain this willingness each day by teachin me how to accept me and things as they are. livin this spiritual life i have adopted is one that i really cant put word to. its hard fer me to define exactly what it is. i know deep inside what it feels like and i know it is totally my own. i reckon the relationship i have formed with my HP is the definition of my spirituality, even more so my actions speak its definition more clearly. i try to let the spiritual principles of the 12 steps help guide my actions each minute of each day. the spiritual life i live today brings peace, humility, understandin, forgiveness, and love, all vital to my inner and outer bein. 1 day @ a time…