my daily reflections…

lookin at all the harm i had done to others, and to myself, seemed to be a dauntin task with a sober mind. ya just need to know how my shortcomins were tryin to rationalize not takin this look, and how my character defects were tryina give me justification fer doin the shit i did. even more so was the action required after this recollection: damn mannn, there was SO much. the steps i had taken prior to this one provided me with an ability to stand on a good foundation as i worked with my HP before i attempted such a laborious responsibility. the findins i had learned as i worked with my sponsor on this, as i watched others around me, also helped me prepare fer this new and fearful action. this process has helped me to stand ready today to use these lessons fer future potential exploits, if and when, they happen. 1 day @ a time...