my daily reflections…

i knew there were others who i harmed, i just didnt know the extent of the damage i had done until lookin at these "discovery steps" honestly with my sponsor. even today i can go into the morbid reflection of these memories if i let myself fall into that trap. i have to truly humble myself and ask my HP to totally remove these events when i start lettin em grind their way into my conscience. before i can truly let these remembrances go, it is imperative i have faith my HP can, and will, help me along these steps to live a better way of life. without this faith and belief all i will do is become idle and let these recollections rule my life. givin into what i believe may be my HPs will, is the action which needs to happen fer me here. lettin Him have em and finally lettin go is the struggle i face. when i am able to allow this to happens, i am free to live, bask in His grace and glory, and live as normally without guilt and remorse as anybody else. 1 day @ a time...