my daily reflections….

before my recovery began i always placed a dependence to live life, on others. i always thought they should be the ones that were to live by my perfect expectations, always neglectin my responsibility to do the same, they were the ones who needed to please me. when they failed me, i got angry and hurt. i then would place grand expectation upon myself thinkin i could fix my problems since they were lackin. i would fail and i would get angry and hurt. after comin into the rooms i learned that i needed more support. i needed to rely on somethin greater than myself or any man. i needed God by my side with me in EVERY action i did, so i could live life on lifes terms. today my emotional stability is solely rested in Gods hands. i understand without Him i am nothin. 1 day @ a time...