my daily reflections…

fear can stop me from doin just about anythin or make me do just about anythin. it is such a powerful emotion. when it comes to preppin myself fer makin amends, fear sho nuff raises its hackles, and lets me know it is alive and well. ive learned through my recovery, not all fear is unhealthy. a healthy fear of not goin back to the way things used to be is a big influence on helpin me to do the right action. it is up to me to discern from healthy fear and unhealthy fear. i really need to call upon my HP when fear surrounds me. i need to ask Him to help guide me through the valley of fear so that i move forward on the journey to doin what is right and needs to be done. with courage and strength from Him i may move forward makin the right decisions and doin the right actions. makin the amends ive found through step work helps me in becomin emotionally, psychologically, behaviorally, and spiritually healthy, so the understandin of how fear affects me can be managed responsibly. 1 day @ a time...