my daily reflections…

fer peace of mind i had to go all the way back to the 1st step. i had to ask myself if honesty was really worth it. sharin these things with my sponsor before i did em was part of bein honest. sure, i could lie to myself and make myself believe just about anythin, but gettin these things out in front of someone else would help me to prepare me fer bein honest with others. i could even think i was pullin the wool over Gods eyes. rehearsin how i was gonna do these amends with my sponsor also made me accountable, accountable to do the right thing, and not sway back on the progress i had made up to that point. relyin on my HP to be with me as i make amends helps to give me courage and strength to move forward with em. 1 day @ a time...