my daily reflections…

its not that life didnt have meanin fer me in the past. it had plenty of meanin, although it may have been misguided meanin there was meanin. toward my later days of doin my dirt the meanin to my life transformed into somethin i never thought it could have. king alcohol certainly had me in its grasp and wasnt lettin go. through this great fellowship of ours i have been able to rekindle old friendships. i have been able to make others more important than i. i have been able to forgive others and me. i have been able to find love fer others and me. i get to practice, with the fellowship, how to manage relationships outside the rooms. i get to see what works and what doesnt, so i can better manage my emotions and behavior in situations and events i may find myself in when out in the world. im aloud to learn to be myself in the rooms, with the fellowship, in many cases, where i may not be able to while livin life. my life has taken on a new meanin. one i could not have possibly obtained if i had continued lettin king alcohol rule it. thank you lord fer thinkin bout me, im alive ‘n doin fine. 1 day @ a time...