my daily reflections…

i can remember thinkin many times how no one truly understood how or what i was feelin back in the days of doin my dirt. this gave me the opportunity to allow for more drinkin. when i came into this thing we do, i learned one of the reasons i may have felt this way was because i never told anybody how i may be feelin. this thing we do taught me to open up, to get rid of things that bothered me. i never knew that doin this could help to change the way i would live my life. my pride and ego kept me from sharin shit which bothered me most about me. i have had many struggles while in this thing we do and have used this specific tool, sharin with another whats goin on with in me, to alleviate the pride and ego driven way of life im so used to livin. i could give 100 reasons why i drank like i did, in the end i let my emotions control my drinkin habits; i turned me into an alcoholic. today i need to share with others what is goin on within me. my HP can help me let go of these selfish feelins and share em with others so i can be a productive member of this thing we do, of society, as a whole. 1 day @ a time...