my daily reflections…

i can remember all the confusion i had in my life. in those last days of drinkin i was so lost. i didnt know what to do or were to go. i knew i had a problem and didnt want to face it. i so desperately wanted solace from this chaos. when i came into the rooms, after a short time, the confusion and chaos started to simmer down, i started to feel human again. i was able to see God workin in the lives of others and mine. it gave me the hope i could begin to use faith in what i was seein to grow forward away from the life i had been livin. today there is no question of my faith. even as i may try my will from time to time, i soon come back to the lessons ive learned through recovery. 1 day @ a time...