my daily reflections…

how many years did i try to change the weather? i mean, everythin from the way things were posed to happen, to the way they did happen. i only won once or twice, but once or twice gave reason to fight even harder fer the millions of times i lost. always fightin my will be done, no matter the cost to others or me. today i cant rely on my self-will, just as the readin says, if i do i am headed fer trouble. this thing we do takes work, seemingly less work than it did to enforce my will upon others. i must always continue to do His will and put mine to rest. fallin back on those old patterns of behavior is often a temptin resolve. it is up to me to make good change happen in my life, followin my HPs lead is most generally the best choice fer me today. i cannot rely or rest on past success or failure, however i must never forget it. they are the lessons which give me the courage and experience i need to live toward new life happenins. idk bout anybody who may read this, but my life changes daily. i am not where i was last week, last month, or last year. though i may use the experience those past times provide, just as ive changed since those times, so has the way i need to approach and manage em. 1 day @ a time...