my daily reflections…

the spiritual awakenin/experience which has been cultivated through recovery has been somethin i could have never thought possible before comin into this thing we do. life always seemed distant to me, always livin it, but never really truly experiencin it. it always seemed as if it was a constant battle to get through. today things are different than those days of mere existence. life is still at times, an enigma wrapped in a mystery, but is one filled with wonder and joy. an awareness has been gifted, and life can still be somewhat troublin fer me, i reckon what separates the then from now is the feelin of a positive goal to be obtained. i get to experience the new state of consciousness and bein instead of pushin it away or hidin from it in fear. as this continual spiritual awakenin/experience persists i have an overwhelmin feelin of peace and serenity, somethin that always seemed elusive before. my HP never ceases to bring new waves of effervescence and energy to me as long as i live His will. 1 day @ a time...