my daily reflections…

i remember the freedom i felt after doin my 4th, 5th, 8th, and 9th steps. i was able to tell another 1st, then others, next, so many of the secrets which had kept me locked in the crux of my disease of alcoholism. from the rooms i gained an acceptance from others who had shared their story with me. they were free, why couldnt i live that same freedom. from my earliest days in this thing we do, ive been able to share with others, with confidence, items of my alcoholism i wouldve never shared with anybody back in the days of doin my dirt. i was shown the key to life and happiness, and now it is my turn to do this fer others. the fear of vulnerability, shame, remorse, and guilt, have become the treasures of courage, esteem, good conscience, and virtue, with which help keep me sober and livin a life in recovery. 1 day @ a time...