my daily reflections…

recovery has taken me to places i never thought id get to go. ive learned how to be a person who is self-conscious in healthy ways. ive learned how to watch fer selfishness, dishonesty, resentment, and fear. and when i find these perfectly normal human emotions come, recovery has given me tools to use to effectively manage em. the only thing i can say about this, its coz of my willingness to want to live the transformation recovery has brought me. and it is certainly somethin i can only give credit to my HP fer. ive learned how to pray rightly, askin my HP to help with these perfectly normal human emotions when they come. then listen fer His intuitive answers or watch the world around me fer my HP to speak through someone else toward me. and if they linger, ive learned to discuss em with trusted friends in recovery. the world of the spirit, if one is so inclined to call it, has always been around me and within me, i just chose to ignore it. since my recovery, ive learned how to use it with what ive learned about myself to grow in understandin and effectiveness. 1 day @ a time...