my daily reflections…

gainin an understandin of the self-centeredness i held so unwittingly dear to my heart, i learned through recovery how, it, almost alone, caused me so much trouble throughout my life. bein masticated by my alcoholism, blinded by its power over me, and livin an unmanageable life to suit my alcoholisms power over me, i could never see how my selfishness caused others or myself harm. even as i desperately may have wanted to be a part of somethin, anythin, i couldnt be, coz of the self-servin and self-absorption i had. i learned through recovery how this had come from a sort of shame and needed to start workin toward reversin such behavior and emotion. today i get to be a part of a true brotherhood; a community and society which helps me grow and evolve as i partake in it with humility and a desire to experience this new way of life. 1 day @ a time...