my daily reflections…

as ive learned fear is an emotion that can affect me and have me doin shit that does not promote a peaceful aura or milieu on the outside or calmin condition within me. recovery has taught me actions to manage fear when it strikes me. its my decision to relish in it like i did in the days of doin my dirt or use what ive been taught through recovery to vanquish it as patiently and productively as possible. my willingness to apply faith when fear strikes today, instead of another slug of a whiskey jug, shows me how this thing we do has had an effect in my life. i reckon ive grown up a lil bit. this change/transformation, has most been, an apparent reconstruct in behavior and thinkin. i get to face fear with the confidence i have in my HPs strength to provide me with courage. whatever responsibility it entails. 1 day @ a time...