my daily reflections…

it has been my experience that when i live as recovery has shown me, i get to receive anonymous gifts i didnt have intention or motive to receive. for me, this is the proof that the prayer and meditation i continue to do provides me the spiritual life i wish to live. as i move through each day, through each moment, without thought, havin learned how to live differently, events and circumstances just seem to work out for me with the best outcomes. sometimes these outcomes are noticed by me and i like em, and sometimes, i dont. either way, they are outcomes that are meant to be as they are, it is my action after experiencin these outcomes that are the truth of the recovery i live and practice. when i face reality for what it is, when i have stopped tryin to control shit and have stopped runnin from fear, when i can truly see myself for what and who i am, admittin my faults when i am aware of em, acceptin circumstances and situations as they are, i get to understand how my HP shows and teaches me the evidence of His existence in my life. this is further proof that the actions, behaviors, and thinkin that have changed me within, continue to provide me the strength and confidence that faith, or ventures of belief, progress as my spiritual relationship with my HP grows. it is a clear testimony to me that my HP provides a manifestation of the gifted alimentation of the last promise. as i move forward in my recovery, livin with an attitude of service toward my HP and others, it is proof that those actions lay a path forward of forgiveness, hope, and love for me to give to others. as i learn daily to spot, admit, and correct my flaws i get to live the essence of character-buildin and good livin knowin it is not i that provides it, but rather my HP. 1 day @ a time...