my daily reflections…

i am powerless over alcohol and the disease of alcoholism. i do not have any control or manageability when i let my disease of alcoholism run the self-will within me. i can say these things about myself because i understand the importance of honesty within my personal program of recovery. its been my experience that when i can be honest with myself, i have a chance to be honest with others. in the past dishonesty with others was easy because i couldnt be honest with self. thankfully, today, i have the hope of opportunity to overcome me. i have new solutions to help make me the person ive always wanted to be. i have the promise of a new day each time i awaken. i am not as infallible as i once thought i was. today i understand just how blessed i am and the difference between that, and luck. when in the past, luck may have gotten me home in the days of doin my dirt, today, blessins keep me in a home. with Gods help, i have been renewed, i have been remade. as i accept His plans in my life, the inspiration from peace of mind He provides, gives me the tools to make somethin useful of the inspiration. i can accept bein in the middle of the good so i stay out of bein in the middle of the bad. its how honesty helps in all ive mentioned above. i am aware of what is goin on in the world around me. i aint gotta get in the middle of others affairs, issues, and relationships, nor create opportunities for others to get in the middle of mine. i can trust others to work out their own affairs, includin the ideas and feelins they want to communicate to each other, without tryin to overpower em interjectin my unmanageability. powerlessness and unmanageability are the keys that helped me to be impartial enough with self to begin becomin a self-effacin person practicin the spiritual principle of honesty. 1 day @ a time...