my daily reflections…

what i love about my recovery is that it is malleable. though the spiritual principles contained within recovery may be solid and unmovin or firm, the way i get to use and experience them is not. recovery asks me to remain willin in all of its teachins. i get to use what ive learned through it to solve the problems that plague me. ive learned from recovery how humility is born of the spirit, humiliation of the ego. when i choose humility i open myself to allowin new growth every day. it was with a beginnin into what humility could mean to me that i accepted the opportunity to humble myself and be open to acceptin a Power greater than myself, of my own conception, which i could rely upon to help me when i didnt have the support of trusted friends in recovery readily available to me. in usin the spirituality of the program i began to develop within, a sense of the psychological change that started happenin through personal moral inventory. each spiritual principle i used as i grew and evolved has continued to be a force within which has turned me into a better person. i have found the grace bestowed upon me by my HP to go on livin to better effect, bendin and reformin how the spirituality in my life changes as i grow. each person i have met in the rooms, as ive watched how they live their recovery, whether i find it of quality, or not, has modeled for me how i can adjust my behavior and thinkin to the spiritual kindergarten i get to learn and then practice from. as i continue to grow and evolve, im open to learnin from the people i know in recovery. each day, as i seek to improve my life, in doin so, i improve my perception of the world around me and the way i interact with it. its not so much how the world treats me as it is how i treat the world. self-improvement is a long road marked by successive defeats and humiliations, and the final crushin of my self-sufficiency. it is with the successes that come from that release i begin to feel humility as somethin more than a condition of grovelin despair. as i go quietly along the path in this spiritual kindergarten i have chosen, i aint gotta let myself become too upset because of a willingness to live each day in the moment with my HP and recovery. 1 day @ a time...