my daily reflections…

my HP graces me with the ability to live my humanness so i can learn how to better use the 12 spiritual principles of recovery. it is there i get to find His blessins and make choices to become as He would have me. i feel like it is a progression which allows me to better follow His will so i may become the person i need to be for better service to those around me, the world i face each moment of my day, and myself. as i maneuver through the moments of each day, i get to have the understandin and knowledge that He has forgiven me for the derelictions of my past so i may live the freedom He has taught me through recovery. though i may never forget the shit i lived, it is from them ive learned the principles of forgiveness, gratitude, and humility. with this knowledge i get to make peace with self so i may try to make my present better eventually procurin the surety of a better future. for it is when i forget my past, i become doomed to repeat it. He has shown me how to stay grateful, reflectin on the challenging times ive gone through to remind me of how far ive come to reach the present moment. rememberin the negatives give space in my mind to allow for new positive experiences to be grateful for in the future. He has taught me the self-centeredness and ego problems of the past were blessins i could use to better form the relationship i have with Him. when i start to forget Him, He allows me to let go and let joel so i remember He is there. when i allow myself to become hungry, angry, lonely, or tired, i become irritable, restless, and discontent. its then i begin to realize my false sense of pride and pure ego are tryna take control. i then get to surpass my thinkin with the behavior of willingness to let loose my will and try as best as i can, to become humble and follow His will. isnt He just a crafty spiritual presence? the two-way street is a blessin to me today. i must cooperate with Him acceptin the limitless and eternal Spirit that expresses Itself in my life without my doins. thankin Him for the life i experience in the moment. 1 day @ a time...