my daily reflections…

today when i live the moments of my day, i must try to persevere cause i have learned and have created the wisdom to understand what happens when i let go and let joel. my spiritual program of action has afforded me a clear comprehension of how relyin on prior achievements can be detrimental to any given moment of my day. it doesnt mean that i cannot use what ive learned from past experience, cause thats what wisdom is all about. it merely means that i must remain open to the ever changin, and evolvin, of lifes dynamic opportunities. it also means that i get to use the blessins that i may have had in the days of doin my dirt, but never thought to use cause of ego and pride. hell mannn, i was so smart back in those days, i didnt need shit, anythin, or anybody, to help me. and didnt i pay the price for that mentality over time. today those are some of the wisdoms i can use to help keep me livin my recovery. i also get to rely on my HP and trusted friends in recovery to help me persist and keep goin & growin into creatin new achievements. i get to live the “acid test” normal life presents usin new and challengin conduct to exist in a world that can be of a better makin for me when i rely on my HP and the spiritual awareness recovery has taught me. i get to live into the practical use, day by day, in fair weather or foul, the life my HP provides with happiness, joy, and freedom. when i can recognize or identify the problems i face as natural acts that happen to anyone, i get to persevere through the “acid test.” do i share my day with my HP or those in recovery, or do i rest on prior achievements? do i live & let live, or do i try to control, thinkin i can make shit better? or do i allow my day to happen, goin with the flow, with a yielded will? when i keep attuned to my HPs will, remainin vulnerable to ebbs & flows, highs & lows, of a life outside of me, i get to grow emotionally, psychologically, behaviorally, and spiritually. 1 day@ a time...