my daily reflections…

today i dont have to wonder if im the wanderer from faith. i have a solid relationship with my HP. this relationship has helped me build a healthier relationship with myself and build better relationships with those important in my life. ive learned how to use the honesty, open-mindedness, and willingness to humble myself, knowin i DO NOT know everythin, so i can listen, apply, and learn. when i use what ive learned through recovery i can understand how many times my HP had done for me what i could not. when i reflect upon the times i should have died or had what was bound to happen, happen, and didnt, i get to see and understand He was always there even when i wasnt. i get to use a healthy trust when livin through my day, somethin i never used before my recovery began. when i pray throughout my day, especially in my mornin, i get to listen for His guidin intuition. i then get to live out what i perceive is my HPs will experiencin His will as i live it. i get to identify areas of unbelief, surrender to my ignorance, then turn to willingness and humility to help me learn the unknowin. when i face my doubt, prayin for His guidance to overcome it, without tryin to force my will, He provides me with the answers my doubt seeks. as i show gratitude by helpin others, i grow my security in Him and my relationship with Him. i aint gotta be the bewildered one today less i close my mind and stop livin the action of gratefulness. bein thankful for His blessins i get to use that emotion to contribute to the world around me. these are just some of the ways i get to build my relationship with Him. ive traded confusion for solace, for peace of mind, for comfort and hope. hope illuminates my day. 1 day @ a time...