my daily reflections…

i remember the way i used to feel so demoralized as i was growin up when my stepfather would talk down to me. as a young un there wasnt really anythin i could do about it other than just take it. as i grew older people would try the same shit with me and it never went over well for the other person or myself. those feelins did not feel good. today, in recovery, it is not my place to talk down to anybody, whether seekin recovery or not. my goal is to pass on what i have been given so others may receive the gift. where would i be today if those who were in the rooms when i came in talked down to me? i dont think i would have given recovery even a chance, formin yet more resentment and self-loathin. havin empathy, compassion, forgiveness, and unconditional love helps to build hope for those who come in from the cold, dark days of their alcoholism or addictions. recovery has taught me to treat people with respect. this respect not only covers others but extends to myself as well. when i communicate with others i do my best to offer the same respect and consideration as i would like in return. it doesnt always mean that it is reciprocated, but i know i did my part by not firin back with the same disregard they may have. it boils down to a healthy sense of responsibility and dignity for myself. recovery has given this to me through disciplined livin and arduous, challengin, work. now, not always do i practice them, i am human, however, these character assets are always kept at the forefront of my mind. sharin my experience, strength, and hope with others by givin them the respect they deserve by reachin out to them if i sense they are in need, gives me a feelin that i have done well. 1 day @ a time...