my daily reflections…

it was a process fer me to get in touch with God, it just took some time. i had to set obtainable goals and work toward them little by little. it felt good to see my goals get met after losin fer so long. today i set goals and continue to work toward them. it took a while fer me to come to the conclusion that i had to let someone or somethin into my life so i could finally motivate myself to start movin forward. i hated myself and was so angry at myself; it took a lot fer me to overcome those feelins. havin such hate and anger i was blocked from anythin my HP could have offered. watchin others move forward in this thing we do was instrumental in helpin me to climb out of that thick mire. as i reluctantly began to practice and live the few principles i had learned at that time early on, i began to slowly progress forward instead of regress or remain stagnant. i always say, “1 day at a time”, but fer me, it was a minute-by-minute thing. finally, bein able to let my old ways of thinkin and action go i was able to start bein willin to let my HP take me to new, or unfamiliar, places. today i have no doubt that without the honesty, hope, and faith in my HP and this thing we do i would not have been able to move forward as i have. the glorious release i have experienced has been a life savin feelin which i am grateful fer and am willin to share with anybody each day. 1 day @ a time…