my daily reflections…

what i know best is to do my will. it sustained me for so long that it can be hard for me to break free of it. the false sense of security i provided myself helped me live for so many years. in tryin this new way of life, askin my HP to take charge can be a very difficult proposition; it means surrender of my will. yet it is somethin i must do if i dont want to get what my old lifestyle got me. i am just as at risk as any newcomer to the evils that still may reside within me. what i may have that the newcomer doesnt is the experience of how to make my mr. hyde take a nap. i know i am still prone to everythin i came into this thing we do with. fear, anger, depression, confusion, uselessness, despair, indifference, hate, and loneliness, are all emotions i still have today. they didnt just go away once i sat the bottle down. sensin when these emotions are comin on i need to act immediately to combat them. usin the spiritual principles this thing we do has taught me, i can banish these emotions with the love, forgiveness, and strength my HP has given me. i can, with simple action and behavior, turn resentment, anger, and fear, into acceptance, love, and faith with meditation and prayer, allowin my HP to flow in, so i can do His will, instead of mr. hydes. 1 day @ a time…