my daily reflections…

the strength i have today is a much different strength than i thought i had back in the day, it is a stronger strength. i can remember thinkin life wouldnt or couldnt get better, well, i have learned it is what i make it to be. it feels different than before, life, knowin things can change fer the better if i let the better happen with my HPs help. to know i am stronger than days past is truly a gift from my HP and the results of this recovery program. i needed guidance, purpose, meanin, and a right destiny to live toward, when i first came into this thing we do. i had always lacked healthy structure in my own life. sure, it had always been provided fer me, but my own self-centeredness made me blind toward it; my will was the way it had to be. i neglected guidance and turned my back toward it. today i get to experience power, justice, and love from my HP because i earnestly live the spiritual principles of this thing we do. recovery brought me back to a God of my own understandin. acceptin His guidance and will, then actually doin it, over my own, helps me to live a much better way of life. 1 day @ a time…