my daily reflections…

i love the experience this program has given me. it has saved me from a life of hell. i know this is a miracle from God. i had to totally surrender everythin and allow His will to work in my life. i was fearful at 1st, but as His grace, forgiveness, and love flowed into my soul, i could feel the pain lift away. fer years i tried to be the exalted ruler of my own life only to fail at each turn; always tryin to force the outcome of any situation to my favor. it wasnt until i had come into this thing we do that i learned that way of thinkin was wrong. sure, i am the only one who can truly make me do or be whatever it is i want to be. i needed proper guidance those prior years, proper guidance that i clearly didnt possess. my self-will took me to emotional places that i never needed to tread or experience. today i have the guidance, tolerance, forgiveness, and love of my HP. i have learned that i need His supervision in my life to make it prosperous. when i am able to give my life and will over to Him i succeed; all sorts of miracles happen in my life. i become happy, joyous, and free. not from the outside inward, but from the inside outward. it is a great feelin i thought i could never experience. today, i have surrendered; i am ok with just bein. 1 day @ a time…