my daily reflections…

i found this to be true, as long as i didnt put MY overwhelmin expectations on it. little by little i would throw somethin out there to see if it would work. as long as i didnt put ME into it, it generally turned out ok. this is still the case today. i have to be willin to accept my achievements and my failures equally. when i can do this i am headed fer an enjoyable day. as long as i am walkin with my HP's guidance i am able to walk straight. as i grow in recovery i see the expansion of a whole new different world in front of me. each day brings more challenges fer me to either live with or overcome. sometimes i feel like i cant go forward anymore, that i have had just too much; change is what i am in fear of. this thing we do has taught me to remain open to innovative ideas, concepts, and change; it is a healthy way to live my life. i never thought i would break old habits and patterns of behavior; i was stuck in my ways. recovery as mentioned before, has given me tools to use such as willingness, so that i can overcome barriers i once thought impenetrable. as i continue to grow so does my willingness to push the boundaries of my former self to new heights of awareness. ty Lord fer thinkin bout me, im alive n’ doin fine. 1 day @ a time…