my daily reflections…

it was a hard fact to face, beginning to understand all my troubles were of my own makin. i knew deep inside they were, tryin to face em alone, as i had always done, was the hard part. today i dont have to face em alone, i can face em with my HP and the unity the fellowship provides; today, its my choice. i know today i can still cause a lot of chaos and destruction to happen in my life. i can get hurt and think of ways to make it all someone elses fault. my self-will is strong and still with me today. this thing we do has given me many tools to use to overcome those feelins and those times. meditation and prayer are two of the tools i use today before movin forward in any day. they are also tools i use before makin decisions in my life. my goal in doin this, is so i dont hurt others or give reasons fer others to retaliate against me. not everythin that happens in my life is a foreseeable action. its just that today, i have positive solutions to deal with the problems that may occur in any given day. it is my choice to use the spiritual principles i have been taught or let my self-will run rampant. gratefully today, after practicin these principles in all of my daily affairs, sometimes, i intuitively know how to manage some things which used to baffle me. its my choice to make the decision to use the solutions ive been gifted or suffer the consequences of my self-will. 1 day @ a time…