my daily reflections…

i no longer have to wake up in the mornin fearin and dreadin the day, wonderin what or who i will have to fight off, every day. with the simple practice of surrender, givin up my self-will and turnin it over to do His will aint always easy, and i do struggle with that sometimes, but it is nowhere the struggle of days gone by. acceptance of what is placed in front of me, has allowed me a sense of peace. by practicin the 12 steps, usin faith to grow humility, i get to live a life without too many daily struggles. the struggles i face today are almost always with myself. my emotions/my will, always seem to cause the most problems fer me. so, i struggle with them/it, tryin to work them/it, out to make my days better and it NEVER works. sure, i can give my struggles up to my HP, but i always seem to pull them back and wrestle around with em some more. its a futile exercise, tryin to work them/it, out myself. i get to experience my true powerlessness when i do. this thing we do has taught me to stop that nonsense. it only works when i am able to give it all up to my HP. givin myself and will to Him always seems to answer the questions i struggle with. there is a calmin peace that flows in, and serenity then abounds no limits. willingness to surrender and accept that the hope faith gives me will overcome my worst struggles. it is a simple solution. 1 day @ a time…