my daily reflections…

it is ok fer me to share things with others; it helps me to heal the wounds i have caused within me. it is also beneficial to those i sponsor to hear of the things that i may not be too proud of; it builds a relationship of trust between us. it allows them to have the security, of possibly, gettin out of them, the things that have caused them so many problems in their lives. keepin a good relationship with my HP allows me to do this. sometimes when i am rememberin all the things that happened with my alcoholism, it can depress me. i did a lot of things i aint too proud of and when i think of them they bring about shame, guilt, and remorse so strong its almost too hard to deal with. i have a release from those feelins though, as tough as they may be, this thing we do has taught me i always need to remember i have made my amends to those i hurt and am not livin life like i did in the past any longer. askin my HP to take those negative feelins from me gives me the courage and strength to share my dark past with others so they may relate and learn that they themselves can move past it too. sharin the happiness, joy, and freedom i have today, is just as important a part of sharin my dark past. it gives me hope which i can transfer on to others who may want it. 1 day @ a time…