my daily reflections…

honesty is the 1st thing i learned in step 1. i had always found it easy to lie to others because it was so easy fer me to lie to myself. when i came in i needed change, hell, i wanted change in my life. it was hard to admit defeat at 1st, but it was an action that found its way lendin to honesty fer me, ground breakin. my HP helps me to remain honest with myself so i can remain honest with others. the readin this mornin suggests that the outcome of bein entirely honest is a long happy life. these were things i always strived fer before i came into this thing we do. though there were many times i felt happy in life they were very short lived. selfishness stepped in, ego took over, and there i was left story tellin myself and never achievin the happiness or quality of life i wanted or deserved. still today i can have difficulty with honesty. fear steps in and i go to thinkin, maybe, honesty just isnt worth it any longer. those are the times i need to fall back upon my memory and recovery. i need to remember what it was like and ask my HP fer His guidance so that i may use the courage and strength He provides to move forward and persevere with honesty. with that strength and courage i am able to become honest with myself and continue forth in bein honest with others. 1 day @ a time…