my daily reflections…

my sponsor taught me the inventory i take was to be on me, not everybody else. he explained to me, the one that needed fixin was me, so why not concentrate all the efforts on fixin me. he said, in most every case, i was the cause fer any ill feelin toward another. im thankful he taught me this way of thinkin and action. with gratitude, i have been able to solve so many of my problems doin inventory this way. my HP stands beside me in each and every, one, to help guide me through, to make the correct inventory so i may build the rock of integrity. after i had done my 1st 4th step and took it to my sponsor he listened and asked me to redo a few things. i had listed reasons why i was angry, resentful, and fearful, but i had neglected to keep the focus on me in a few instances placin total blame upon the other person or entity. my sponsor explained to me that this inventory was not about them, it was about me. he said it wasnt about tryin to make them better, hell i had drank enough at them already and that didnt work. it was about listin the things i needed to fix about me to make me better. i needed to keep the focus upon me and list my character defects and shortcomins. this was an exercise in the golden rule fer me. i needed my HP fer strength and courage to be able to look at me honestly and write this stuff down. i learned through that process that i must always look at my behaviors before pushin blame upon another and that respect fer others must always be taken into consideration. 1 day @ a time…